I’ve been out here in solitude for a while now…
And something in me is finally exhaling.

There’s peace.
There’s quiet.
There’s presence.

And also—let’s be honest—there’s a lot rising.
But I’m not fighting it.
I’m allowing it to be here, in presence,
and letting the Light burn up whatever’s ready to go.

Not with effort.
Not with control.
Just by being here.

I’m No Longer Living for “One Day”

I used to live by this belief—maybe you’ve had it too:

“When I’m fully awake… then I’ll be happy.”
“When I clear this wound… then I’ll feel peace.”
“When the pain goes away… then I can live.”

But no more.

I’m not waiting to be perfectly healed, perfectly clear, perfectly evolved to enjoy my life.

I’m living it now.

And I can’t wait until my husband arrives next month.

The house will mostly be settled, the energy anchored, and we’ve already decided:

We’re going to spend 2–3 days a week simply exploring.
Driving to nearby towns.
Walking through Sedona.
Visiting old friends.
Being spontaneous.
Having fun.

And being present through it all.

I’ve Never Had That Before

Honestly, I’ve never had the chance to just enjoy life.

I was always:
    •    Working too hard
    •    Flying too much
    •    Coming home to care for others
    •    Studying
    •    Holding space
    •    Doing the inner work
    •    Holding two jobs
    •    Trying to prove myself in every direction

Doing, doing, doing.

But this season? It’s about being.

Letting my feet take me where they want to go.
No big plans.
Just following the joy.
Following the yes.
And letting life surprise me.

Long Breaks. Deep Silence. No Guilt.

I’ve also been taking long breaks from social media.
I haven’t turned the TV on more than three times in the last few months—
and even then, just to check the weather.

My soul needs quiet.
My nervous system needs space.
I need the wind. The sky. The stillness.

This doesn’t mean it’s always easy.
Isolation can be uncomfortable.
But it’s also restorative.

And in this quiet, I’m remembering myself.

I Will Share When It’s True

I still love community.
I love connection.
I love sharing what I’ve learned—when it comes from truth.

But I no longer post because I “should.”
I won’t show up because an algorithm says it’s time.
I’m not rushing back online to stay relevant.

I’ll share when I feel like sharing.
I’ll post when it arises naturally.
And I’ll take breaks—long or short—whenever I need them.

I’m Not Going Anywhere

You all know how to reach me.
You know the work I do.
You know what I stand for.

Some of you resonate. Some don’t.
That’s okay. That’s how it should be.

But I’m here.
Not going anywhere.
And I’ll continue to grow, evolve, and share from the heart—
just like the rest of you.

We’re all walking each other home.

And sometimes, the path home
looks like stillness.
Looks like joy.
Looks like unscheduled afternoons and laughter in small towns.

So if this resonates with you…
if your soul’s been asking for space…

Give it.

You don’t have to earn your rest.
You just have to let yourself receive it.