I’ve been sitting in a lot of silence lately.
Out here in the desert, without distractions, without noise, without the familiar movements of life to keep my mind busy…something has started to reveal itself.
It’s subtle, but it’s strong.
It’s not a message I heard in my head—
It’s a knowing that’s been rising up from Presence itself.
And it’s this:
Sometimes the very practices we were taught to free ourselves— can become the very things that keep us from awakening.
Let me explain…
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🌑 The Fixing Trap Disguised as Spiritual Work
In so many healing and spiritual modalities—shamanism, energy work, New Age teachings—we’re taught to:
• Find the attachment
• Cut the cord
• Clear the entity
• Detect the darkness
• Look for the leak
• Heal the wound
• Rewrite the belief
And for a while, these things can be supportive. They can give us structure, awareness, and even moments of relief.
But if we’re honest…
After a while, it becomes a cycle.
A loop of endless clearing and correcting.
One day you’re cutting cords.
The next day you’re doing past-life healing.
Then it’s ancestral release.
Then it’s inner child work.
Then it’s entity removal.
And on and on it goes.
Always something to fix.
Always something to clear.
Always something to protect against.
And at some point, I realized:
This is no longer medicine.
This is just spiritualized hypervigilance.
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🌀 Where Your Attention Goes…
We all know the teaching:
“Where your attention goes, energy flows.”
But we don’t always realize how deeply this applies to our healing path.
When your attention is always scanning for something to clear—you’ll find it.
When you’re always looking for what’s “off”—you’ll see it.
When you’re trained to hunt for darkness—you’ll create a world where darkness is all there is.
Not because it’s really everywhere.
But because your awareness has become tuned to detect only that.
This doesn’t make anyone wrong or broken.
It just shows how powerful we truly are.
We create with attention.
And the longer I sat in silence,
the clearer it became:
I’m not here to keep digging through darkness.
I’m here to rest in the Light—
and let the Light reveal what’s ready, when it’s ready.
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🕊️ Presence Isn’t Passive. It’s Sacred.
Now let me be clear:
This isn’t a permission slip to spiritually bypass.
This is not a message of: “Don’t do the work.”
You still have to show up.
You still have to be willing.
You still have to be present.
And in a world full of noise, distraction, and false urgency, being present is one of the most courageous things we can do.
It takes effort in the beginning.
It takes strength to sit with what is, without reaching to fix it.
It takes humility to admit:
“I don’t know what’s next, but I’m here.”
Presence isn’t passive.
Presence is a spiritual fire.
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✨ Let the Light Do the Clearing
In the stillness, I’ve discovered something miraculous:
The Light knows what to clear and when.
The Light knows what’s ready to rise.
The Light doesn’t need my micromanagement.
I don’t have to scan, analyze, or dissect anymore.
I just have to show up, be still, and allow.
And if something’s ready to be seen? It comes up.
If something’s ready to dissolve? It dissolves.
Without force. Without chasing. Without control.
I’m no longer doing the work.
The Light is.
And it is so much wiser than me.
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🌼 The Shift from Fear to Trust
So this is a love letter to those of you who have been trained to look for darkness.
To those who feel responsible for fixing everyone and everything-especially yourself.
I know how sacred your path has been.
I honor the wisdom you’ve gained.
But if you’re tired…
If all the clearing and fixing is starting to feel like another job…
another burden…
another way of never being enough…
Then I want you to know:
There’s another way.
A softer way.
A quieter way.
A way that trusts Presence more than process.
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🌿 Come Home
You don’t have to abandon everything you’ve learned.
But maybe… just maybe…
you can set it all down for a moment.
And sit.
And breathe.
And feel the ground beneath you.
Not because you need to fix anything— but because you’re already whole.
Let the Light take care of the rest.
You’re not falling behind.
You’re being invited into a deeper rhythm.
One that doesn’t require you to hunt for darkness—but to become the space where it dissolves.
Sending you so much love and presence.